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Ohtori-kun, I'm really pleased you've made friends here at Lioncrest but ... do you think we should have a chat? About ... ~~the teeth marks on your neck~~ ... ~~the sexual business agreement you've made with Yanagi~~ ... ~~your desire to make the only friend of yours that I remotely trust jealous~~ ... stuff?

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Yes, Oishi?

You are ... happy ... aren't you, Ohtori-kun? You would tell me if something or someone was troubling you... right?

I, yes, of course, Oishi.

Really, I'm alright. Yanagi-san has been very kind to me. The only thing that's bothering me, well aside from being worried about Tezuka-sama, is Shishido's perchant for flirting with everything that moves, including me even after I asked him not to - but that's hardly new and there's little you or I can do about it.

I understand your feelings about Shishido-kun, it must be very hard on you ... but ... getting into a physical relationship because you're hurt is not the solution.

It's not because I'm hurt, Oishi - I mean, yes, I am, but really if he was going to get jealous he would have after Keiya-san. Yanagi-san asked me. I accepted. I do want to experiment, and I don't want Mukahi to keep trying to drag me to clubs. Yanagi-san has been very good to me. Really, Oishi, it's alright.

Ohtori-kun ... there's nothing wrong with waiting for the right person. You shouldn't feel that just because Shishido-kun's had more experience that you're behind in some way and need to correct this. Being intimate with someone is supposed to be an expression of love. It's just not the same if those feeling aren't there.

I know that, Oishi, and honestly I'm not intending to...ah, 'go all the way' as it were, with Yanagi-san. But...I am curious. And interested. And it's better to be with someone I know and trust then someone I don't.

I don't know....maybe I just like being wanted for once.

I ... understand that, Ohtori-kun, I just worry that it'll be a weak impersonation of what you're really looking for. I would not want you to be put off a real relationship because of it.

One day someone will love you for who you are, aren't they worth waiting for?

It is a little...less, I suppose, but maybe that's a good thing? What little I've done with Shishido-san was rather...overwhelming. And I assure you should I find someone I am truly interested in who is interested in me back I will break things off with Yanagi-san immediately. But I rather doubt that is going to happen.

Waiting hurts, Oishi. Especially when it seems like everyone else is allowed to touch him but me. This helps.

Love is supposed to be overwhelming, Ohtori-kun ~~or so I've heard~~. I really don't think Shishido or anyone will respect you more for doing something just because everyone else is. You deserve so much more!

Ohtori.... I don't think this is the solution.

Regardless of what I do or do not deserve, this is what is being offered to me. Oishi, I like Yanagi-san, really, I do. And I'm happy with this. ~~Well, sort of. I mean I'd still rather it be Shishido.~~ It's alright, Oishi, really.

There isn't a solution. But this helps and that's the best I'm going to get.

~~I don't like it! No no no.~~ I ... hope you know I'm always here for you, Ohtori-kun.

I'd so much rather you waited for something better.

I know, Oishi. And I appreciate it, really. ~~But you kind of can't help with this.~~

How much better is it liable to get?

So much more when you are with the right person.

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