Wishing for a simple life

[goldengreen]

Life was simpler last week.

Ohtori-kun, are you managing everything okay? I like plain food so this isn't a complaint at all but ... you were at Yanagi-kun's a very long time the other night and .... well, you returned with chocolate splattered on the back of your shirt ... at least, I hope it was chocolate ... and it would have made more sense if we hadn't had raman for dinner.

If the cooking is hard for you, then really, simple dishes are fine. I know that's not really the problem, but I'm just hoping.


Private:

I ... feel very confused. I am sure 19 is too young for a serious relationship but when I look at Eiji, I can't imagine being with anyone else. I am sure he would be shocked if he knew ... maybe even disgusted. I couldn't bare that. I ... can never let him find out how I feel.


I think there is a correlation with Oshitari-kun being back.

Comments

[himitsunotsuki.livejournal.com]

You realise this just begs my attention, don't you?

[g0ldengreen.livejournal.com]

I hoped it might give you cause to avoid me.

[himitsunotsuki.livejournal.com]

Nonsense. Your worries are always cause for much amusement. Do you really think I'm Satan incarnate?

[g0ldengreen.livejournal.com]

Yes. Someone's concerns should not be amusing, Oshitari-kun.

[himitsunotsuki.livejournal.com]

They are when they border on paranoia. I would almost think you had a crush on me.

[g0ldengreen.livejournal.com]

I don't have paranoia. I have a journal full of evidence that most of my troubles stem from you.

And ... WHAT?! HOW could you think...?! When did I ever...?! WHY would you think that? Why do I know that I won't like the answers?

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[ooc: Sadly his mun developed a huge crush a while ago XD]

[himitsunotsuki.livejournal.com]

Merely an inability to relax, then. And to think unnatural things about perfectly natural events.

Do you realise how often you seem to be thinking of me, Oishi? If I were the object of your interest I would be all ablush.



ooc:xDD it's only a matter of time <3

[g0ldengreen.livejournal.com]

There isn't anything unnatural about wanting to wait for the right person. Movement is not a sufficient criteria for most people.

Keep your friends close, keep your enemies closer. I ... can't imagine you blushing, Oshitari-kun.

[himitsunotsuki.livejournal.com]

I was referring to your tendency to worry in general, not merely the matter of your celibacy and your butler's... lack thereof.

Oh? As a matter of fact, I've been told it's very becoming, possibly thanks to its rarity.

[g0ldengreen.livejournal.com]

Ohtori-kun has not ... actually, I don't want to think what he has or hasn't done.

I cannot think of any situation that would cause it to occur.

[himitsunotsuki.livejournal.com]

Ah. For your sake, perhaps this is in your best interests.

Mm, neither can I, in all honesty. Perhaps Shishido would shed light on the subject but I hardly want it known schoolwide.

[g0ldengreen.livejournal.com]

I suppose not. It's not very comfortable to be made to blush all the time.

[serving-u.livejournal.com]

Yuushi-sama's right, his blush really is very becoming. But since Yuushi-sama doesn't want things spreading around, I'm afraid I won't be able to tell you how to see the sight for yourself. Sorry Oishi-sama!

[g0ldengreen.livejournal.com]

I really don't mind not knowing, Shishido-kun. Heaven knows what it would be.

[himitsunotsuki.livejournal.com]

That would depend on who was doing the making.

[g0ldengreen.livejournal.com]

I think embarrassment is always awkward, Oshitari-kun.

[himitsunotsuki.livejournal.com]

It isn't necessarily always embarrassment, Oishi, honestly. Hmm... have you never thought another person has an adorable blush?

[g0ldengreen.livejournal.com]

I can't say that I have I'm always the one blushing.

[himitsunotsuki.livejournal.com]

To each his own, I suppose. Perhaps you've never noticed. Ohtori-kun blushes quite easily, though, so your lack of perception is amazing.

[g0ldengreen.livejournal.com]

I do not make a habit of embarrassing my butler.

[himitsunotsuki.livejournal.com]

*sigh* Here we go again. Tell him he's cute and he will blush not out of embarrassment but because he has been told he's cute.

[g0ldengreen.livejournal.com]

I ... don't think so. I imagine he would feel highly awkward and embarrassed if I said such a thing to him. Especially given the ... direction of his affections.

[himitsunotsuki.livejournal.com]

... You've never complimented anyone either, have you? Good grief. Would you like me to tell him he's cute so you can see the blush?

[g0ldengreen.livejournal.com]

No! Please stay away from my butler, Oshitari-kun! He has ... enough ... to worry about right now.

[himitsunotsuki.livejournal.com]

I can hardly make you admire your own blush, Oishi. And I can hardly prove my point without an example.

[g0ldengreen.livejournal.com]

Does everything require a practical demonstration?

[himitsunotsuki.livejournal.com]

You seem incapable of believing me otherwise.

[g0ldengreen.livejournal.com]

I ... don't think you will convince me by terrorising my butler.

[himitsunotsuki.livejournal.com]

Telling someone they are cute is not terrorising, Oishi. I dare you to do it.

[g0ldengreen.livejournal.com]

I would not tease someone like that, Oshitari-kun.

[himitsunotsuki.livejournal.com]

Ah, this is true, my righteous and most chivalrous friend.

[g0ldengreen.livejournal.com]

... We're friends?

[himitsunotsuki.livejournal.com]

And here I thought I had made an entirely harmless and neutral comment.

[g0ldengreen.livejournal.com]

That just makes me wonder about the subtext.

[himitsunotsuki.livejournal.com]

I have told you your paranoia is endearing, haven't I?

[g0ldengreen.livejournal.com]

Like my blush? Really, Oshitari-kun, perhaps I should simply be grateful that you haven't pinned me to the ground.

[g0ldengreen.livejournal.com]

Um ... I .... I'm sorry. I don't know where that came from.

[himitsunotsuki.livejournal.com]

... If it alleviates your largely exaggerated fears, Oishi, I have no designs on you of any sort.

But it doesn't mean I won't imply that I do.

[g0ldengreen.livejournal.com]

I ... I know that.

I wish you wouldn't. I don't understand why you enjoy doing that.

[himitsunotsuki.livejournal.com]

I'm grateful that you do.

Hmm... It must be chronic.

[g0ldengreen.livejournal.com]

If I were to get the ... wrong idea ... wouldn't that put you in an awkward position? Don't you ever worry that you might hurt someone that way? I know Shishido-kun does.

[himitsunotsuki.livejournal.com]

I generally try to avoid flirting with people who would get the wrong idea, so not at all. You know Shishido worries or that he hurts someone?

[g0ldengreen.livejournal.com]

I hope your judgment remains good, Oshitari-kun. Some people can be surprising.

I meant that I know Shishido-kun tries hard not to hurt ... people.

[himitsunotsuki.livejournal.com]

It hasn't failed me this far. But you are right, in a way, I suppose.

He does.

[g0ldengreen.livejournal.com]

I am?! I find it disconcerting when you agree with me. Ah... yes.

[silverfromsteel.livejournal.com]

I - I did?

Well, it's just, I'm making fondue for the potluck, and Yanagi-san was helping me, and things got a little...messy. And we ended up spending more time on that and...cleaning up, so there wasn't much time left.

[g0ldengreen.livejournal.com]

Oh ... right. I'm just going to go and accept that. Well, if you find you're struggling with all the tasks you have to do, let me know.

[silverfromsteel.livejournal.com]

Thank goodness I'm managing just fine, Oishi, you are fairly self sufficient so there wasn't too much for me to do to begin with.