Wishing for a simple life

[goldengreen]

Life was simpler last week.

Ohtori-kun, are you managing everything okay? I like plain food so this isn't a complaint at all but ... you were at Yanagi-kun's a very long time the other night and .... well, you returned with chocolate splattered on the back of your shirt ... at least, I hope it was chocolate ... and it would have made more sense if we hadn't had raman for dinner.

If the cooking is hard for you, then really, simple dishes are fine. I know that's not really the problem, but I'm just hoping.


Private:

I ... feel very confused. I am sure 19 is too young for a serious relationship but when I look at Eiji, I can't imagine being with anyone else. I am sure he would be shocked if he knew ... maybe even disgusted. I couldn't bare that. I ... can never let him find out how I feel.


I think there is a correlation with Oshitari-kun being back.

Comments

[himitsunotsuki.livejournal.com]

... You've never complimented anyone either, have you? Good grief. Would you like me to tell him he's cute so you can see the blush?

[g0ldengreen.livejournal.com]

No! Please stay away from my butler, Oshitari-kun! He has ... enough ... to worry about right now.

[himitsunotsuki.livejournal.com]

I can hardly make you admire your own blush, Oishi. And I can hardly prove my point without an example.

[g0ldengreen.livejournal.com]

Does everything require a practical demonstration?

[himitsunotsuki.livejournal.com]

You seem incapable of believing me otherwise.

[g0ldengreen.livejournal.com]

I ... don't think you will convince me by terrorising my butler.

[himitsunotsuki.livejournal.com]

Telling someone they are cute is not terrorising, Oishi. I dare you to do it.

[g0ldengreen.livejournal.com]

I would not tease someone like that, Oshitari-kun.

[himitsunotsuki.livejournal.com]

Ah, this is true, my righteous and most chivalrous friend.

[g0ldengreen.livejournal.com]

... We're friends?

[himitsunotsuki.livejournal.com]

And here I thought I had made an entirely harmless and neutral comment.

[g0ldengreen.livejournal.com]

That just makes me wonder about the subtext.

[himitsunotsuki.livejournal.com]

I have told you your paranoia is endearing, haven't I?

[g0ldengreen.livejournal.com]

Like my blush? Really, Oshitari-kun, perhaps I should simply be grateful that you haven't pinned me to the ground.

[g0ldengreen.livejournal.com]

Um ... I .... I'm sorry. I don't know where that came from.

[himitsunotsuki.livejournal.com]

... If it alleviates your largely exaggerated fears, Oishi, I have no designs on you of any sort.

But it doesn't mean I won't imply that I do.

[g0ldengreen.livejournal.com]

I ... I know that.

I wish you wouldn't. I don't understand why you enjoy doing that.

[himitsunotsuki.livejournal.com]

I'm grateful that you do.

Hmm... It must be chronic.

[g0ldengreen.livejournal.com]

If I were to get the ... wrong idea ... wouldn't that put you in an awkward position? Don't you ever worry that you might hurt someone that way? I know Shishido-kun does.

[himitsunotsuki.livejournal.com]

I generally try to avoid flirting with people who would get the wrong idea, so not at all. You know Shishido worries or that he hurts someone?

[g0ldengreen.livejournal.com]

I hope your judgment remains good, Oshitari-kun. Some people can be surprising.

I meant that I know Shishido-kun tries hard not to hurt ... people.

[himitsunotsuki.livejournal.com]

It hasn't failed me this far. But you are right, in a way, I suppose.

He does.

[g0ldengreen.livejournal.com]

I am?! I find it disconcerting when you agree with me. Ah... yes.